happy new year everyone,

sam, you rock & i <3 align="right">we had fun yesterday, fullstop.

she bought me earrings, really nice ones.

THANKYOU I LOVE YOU.

roses are not the way to my heart,

chocolates & nice earrings are though.

she was being such a bitchhhhh yesterday i wanted to slap her omg.

but then we entered TOPSHOP, &everything changed.

'cos we got so high, thanks to a certain form of clothing & those fluffy shoes.

HAHAH, then i fell in love with earrings & she started chanting that i was in love,

sam you're so annoying but i still love you babeeee <3

then it was time for chocolate frap with chocolate whipped cream, &we couldn't even finish the drink cos it was so filling & er cold, but it was love.

dinner with cousins&family was alright i guess.

i was too tired to eat much, &my feet were killing me by the time i reached home at 1030pm thanks to my pointyflats.

well i had a long long dream last night, which involved theidiotwho'scominghomeverysoonicannotwait&me&otherpeoplewhomicannotremembernow.

i've been having to many dreams, &that dream felt so real that when i woke up i thought it really happened but after thinking about it for like an hour then i realised that it was just a dream.

today's the 30th already, this week certainly did fly by:D

2 more days till 2007,

&another 2 till thelove's back,

everyone say hoo-ray.

im finally sixteen :D but apart from being able to watch nc16 shows, there's nothing much else that comes along with it aye. like claire said, turning 18's way more fun 'cos of booze & being legal. HAHA:D

i headed to cine yesterday to meet mich, where we had a good long lunch since we were busy talking more than half the time. we realised how small this bloody world is, 'cos in some way or another, everyone's connected to everyone & that's kinda scary dont you think? we talked about the usual; being school/friends/boys etc. then it was off to watch Night at the Musuem (if that's what it's called i cant really remember haha) & the ending was hell funny.

dinner at night with the family was good, i meant the food was good. BUT my night ended on a nice note 'cos i went window shopping after that ANDDDDDDD i heard the song that theidiot loves to sing just to annoy the hell out of me playing in the store! i wanted to just go omgomgomgomg & it was all i could do to just stop smiling to myself.

so the 27th december this year wasn't as bad as i thought it'd be, despite sam & theidiot being

out of town, there was still plenty of <3>

THANK YOU ALL who messaged me happy birthday at 12something in the morning & later on that day. i love you all truckloads <3>

hi,

tomorrow's gonna be a good day.

out with michelle in the day,

dinner with the family later at night.

&sam may come home late tmr night too,

if not she'll be back early on the 28th.

then it's out with her on the 29th,

at least one out of two of my loves are back,

life's good.

then dinner with cousins&all on the 29th too,

which just leaves me with the last 2 days of 2006 to deal with,

then it's time to just sit by my phone & wait for it to start ringing with a call from the love.

it's gonna be me&dvd later on this afternoon,

to keep me occupied on this bloody rainy day,

to help me pass the time which seems to just crawlllll whenever im bored,

to help me pass yet another day without you,

&just to keep my heart going.

the christmas mood in me has kinda blown out already,

i dont know & i dont really care.

i had a good time with my cousins,

what with all the behind-closed-door gossips,

&them trying to make me try on SKIRTS,

i love you both cousins <3

i think that feeling has finally gotten to me;

this is what happens when those i love are away from me for far too long,

at least sam's coming back on the 28th,

oh yay.

eight more days,

i can do this i can do this i can i can i can can can.

for a while i kinda lost track of time/day.

it's been six days,

of doing nothing but bumming around.

bbq dinner last night turned out not to be a bbq but catered food,

which was fine by me cos i wasn't really hungry.

too much champagne&red wine & too little food = pinkintheface me,

after which i was forced to stop drinking by the mother.

too many young kids, (in CROCS)

too many people i didn't know,

i had my brother for company,

oh hoo-fucking-ray.

the weather's gone all bloody grey & gloomy again,

my brother's watching STAR WARS dvd just to annoy me.

so i'm off to church tonight,

to watch tiny kids sing their hearts out on christmas eve,

i really don't give a damn but i dont have a choice you see.

i think i'll go count my coins now,

'cos i reckon i've got at least maybe fortybucks,

enough for me to do some shopping at fareast with the babe who's back on the twentyeighth,

I.CANNOT.WAIT.FOR.YOU.TO.COME.BACK.SAM.

i played msn games with sam just now,

this is what my holidays have been reduced to; BEJEWELED.

i hope she gets me that cutebag & earrings,

not that i've got plans of becoming so girly anyway,

tshirt&shorts for me still please.

OH & we realised that results may be released on Valentine's,

since we know it'll be out mid feb, before CNY.

no fucking way please do not ruin my Valentine's day too dammit.

NINE MORE DAYS OMG.

ONLY NINE MORE.

I THOUGHT IT WAS ELEVEN OR SOMETHING.

NO, IT'S NINE.

THAT'S GOOD,

VERY VERY GOOD.

well the first few days were the hardest,

now i just feel kinda .. empty & weird,

not having someone to constantly go out/message/call up,

come back soooon please?

hey, stranger
i'm rachel
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kcp; tkgs